Solidly In-Between

I love the symmetry of today's date written as 180318.  Those solid 18's balanced like little sentries on either side of the 03.  I feel a bit like that '03'.  In-between. In-between-ness can be awkward and uncomfortable.  I projected a great deal of my goals onto the RV container.  Have you ever done that?  Wanted some thing to be everything? It seemed like a good solution.  It doesn't mean it's not, but I hit a dead end that revealed hidden layers of motives. Roz Clements, my beloved dream teacher says "consciousness changes things" - meaning that awareness itself has the power to transform.  I've experienced over and over that becoming aware of the inside picture, changes the outside one. Becoming aware of whatever was going on underneath the motivation to RV, can become a source of strength, rather than a stumbling block.  In Hebrew, 18 is the number of life.  And 3?  Well, there are so many mystical connections with the number 3.  So, today feels like a good day for in-between-ness.  Let consciousness do its job.  I'm going to rest on a tripod of gratitude between life and life.